Mysterium Tremendum et Fascinans

And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.

Nicole Ashley

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Mysterium Tremendum et Fascinans

024. I’m just really unhappy here, and I’m ready to move on and start over.

4:40 pm • 15 March 2012

023. I cannot wait to leave and prove everyone that never believed in me wrong.

9:19 pm • 4 March 2012

022. The only thing that makes me happy is dance. It’s the only thing that has been consistent throughout my whole life and I couldn’t imagine not having it. It’s saved me from some of my darkest times and being a part of Dancers Inc has been the best thing that could happen to me at this point. I’m so inspired and excited for the future.

12:28 am • 26 February 2012 • 1 note

021. Everything is slowly driving me crazy. I wouldn’t ask for it any other way.

1:50 am • 29 December 2011

020. I am a walking paradox, but I don’t think I’d enjoy life any other way.

1:32 am • 10 December 2011

019. I remember almost every date that something significant has happened in my life, even the simplest of things. (For example, the date I started talking to someone that made an impact on my life.)

6:45 pm • 7 December 2011

018. I cannot wait to get out of this town in a few months.

5:29 pm • 1 December 2011 • 2 notes

017. I would like to think you’re okay without me, and your happy thoughts are rarely about me. You’re so worth all of this torture, you’re so worth all of this torture. This is the hardest time to keep your head up. This is the hardest time to feel safe and sound.

12:10 am • 10 October 2011

016. The only things I eat are bread and Greek yogurt because I’m too lazy to make real food most of the time.

3:11 pm • 7 October 2011 • 5 notes

014. I never get anything done unless I make a ‘To Do’ list.

11:43 pm • 28 September 2011